You were so beautiful all wrapped up in your blankets. I watched from the doorway salivating at every movement you made, tossing and turning, restless, nervous. I stepped slowly into the room and shut the bedroom door behind me. You started as the latch clicked shut, your eyes widened as you stared right through me at the door. I walked closer to you stumbling and shuffling past all the shit on the floor; you looked around frantically at the noises I made yet you seemed unable to see me. I leaned closer to you and I swear to all that is unholy I could almost imagine how delicious you smelled. You rolled over closer to him, and I became infuriated. Why would you cling so tightly to such a useless dying mortal shell? This is me in my most angelic form, fulfilling my most demonic desires; this is my own divinity in damnation, beauty rich in perversion.
I sprung from the bed, heart pounding, and lept to the dresser and slammed off the alarm clock that screamed louder than either of us ever could; greeting me to another morning. I sat down on my bed and looked at you, eyes wide opened but dark and heavy.
You didn't sleep well?" I asked. You looked at me and shook your heavy head slowly. "Did I snore again?" You shook your head again. "What happened then?" I asked as I began getting dressed for work.
"Don't worry about it, we'll talk later" you said with a yawn and rolled over to go back to sleep. After my morning cigarette I quickly got dressed and dashed off to work arriving later than usual.
Around 10:00am I sat staring at my computer at work, my eyes heavy; spacing out and trying to remember what I dreamed last night, when suddenly a message from you popped up on my screen.
MyFadingMisery: something weird is going on over here
HaloOfHatred23: what do you mean
MyFadingMisery: I was laying in bed just now and I heard a big crash down in the basement
HaloOfHatred23: it was probably that big stack of boxes I have down in the basement that always falls over
MyFadingMisery: there was something else that happened last night
HaloOfHatred23: what happened
MyFadingMisery: I was laying there in bed next to you. You had fallen asleep and doing your little soft snoring thing. I had closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep, the music had shut off by then. MyFadingMisery: I suddenly heard the door click shut so I opened my eyes and glanced over at the door, but nothing was there so I just blew it off. Suddenly I got this sick feeling in my stomach, and started hearing a shuffling sound as though someone was walking around the bed.
MyFadingMisery: I freaked out. The noise stopped before too long and I rolled over closer to you and went to sleep…
Why wasn't I the least bit surprised? Why wasn't I frightened? Didn't I believe her? Absolutely.
HaloOfHatred23: Are you doing okay now?
MyFadingMisery: yeah, just listening to some music, I'm starting to calm down
MyFadingMisery: Jaydon… what did you dream about a few days ago?
HaloOfHatred23: I can't remember…
MyFadingMisery: you're lying you've been acting weird ever since.
HaloOfHatred23: I can't remember all of it, but I will try my best.
HaloOfHatred23: I had a dream that we were at my house, but it was different than my house; bigger but had the same characteristics. We were talking and suddenly you told me to look and pointed at something down the hall. I turned and looked and saw the most horrific sight I had ever seen; so horrible that my mind completely shut it out now. There was a demon there performing some sort of act that was so horrible it made me want to throw up.
HaloOfHatred23: I woke up and found myself still lying next to you; the dream still fresh in my mind, including the act that I have since forgotten. As I laid there I began wondering how any creature could be capable of so much evil. I began to wonder what it would be like, and as I began to imagine myself as a vile evil creature I felt a sort of "surge" inside of my body and I began to lose control. I began to feel my body pivoting across the bed, moving completely on its' own, and I tried to scream but all that came out was a frightening gurgle-growling sound.
HaloOfHatred23: I tried grabbing onto you as I continued to spin and distort, you continued to lay there asleep and undisturbed. I felt a sick and horrible energy surrounding me, like a black cloud of evil that filled my body as I breathed, that made my body burn and tingle violently.
HaloOfHatred23: Suddenly I woke-up once again laying next to you; but my body was still burning and tingling for about 10 minutes after I woke up. There was a smell too, I couldn't explain it, I had to get up and immediately take a shower. After the shower I sat down at my computer while you were still sleeping.
HaloOfHatred23: After an hour or two I could still smell it; it was like death and decay, feces, burnt hair, it was horrible. I had to take another shower.
HaloOfHatred23: After you woke up I had asked you if you could smell what I smelled but you said you didn't. The rest of the night was fairly normal, however I was still shaken, spacey, and the smell was still there. I had to take a third shower later that night.
MyFadingMisery: don't you think it's a little strange that all this started happening after you had that dream?
HaloOfHatred23: it was just a dream; and one that I have had at least once before (that I remember)
MyFadingMisery: when?
HaloOfHatred23: I was 19, so it's been about 7 years
MyFadingMisery: did anything weird happen after that?
HaloOfHatred23: I guess so… I never really thought about the events being related…
MyFadingMisery: I just heard it again, a loud crash in the basement… I called Hillary, I'm going to go outside and wait for her; I can't sit in here anymore
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